Lots of News and Struggles

 

Dust Bunny Woodland Dreams Penrose Treehouse

Hello everybody!

I hope you all had a great summer. Over all mine has been pretty good. Could have wished for more sunshine though, but isn’t there always something to complain about?

I have been away from both my blog and Flickr for months now and I am not sure if I am up to keeping up the weekly stuff or the monthly. I guess it is time to come clean about the fact that I suffer from depression and got hit hard this summer. Usually summer is a great time for me as I am usually symptom free, but not this year. Isn’t it lovely when life throws you another thing? Anyway, I have been working my way back into SL slowly. I have changed houses again, and am now contemplating going back to my Scarlet Creative Venice Palazzo.

I am getting ahead of myself, hehe. About a month ago I got the Dust Bunny Woodland Dreams tree house and remodeled my entire land around it, furnished it and then pretty much left it alone. I haven’t spent that much time in SL this summer. I have always loved tree houses in SL and I have mentioned that in a previous post. I am just obsessed with them!
I don’t know my reason for not feeling content in this one though, I suspect it is because when I redid my land and furnished this home I was at my absolute worst in my depression. I was desperate to find relief and I guess I thought getting new shineys would do the trick. Well they don’t always do.
But a new shiney thet will stick with me for a while is the new bento head I treated myself to. The LeLutka Simone. I told you all about my struggles in Contemplating a Face Lift and I finally bit the bullet right before LeLutka released their three new bento heads. Haha, I thought I had made the biggest mistake in not waiting for them, but so far I haven’t fallen in love with any of them yet. Give me time though;)

I won’t spend time actually blogging any of these new products of mine here though. At this point I don’t even know if I am gonna keep trying to do Deo(c)rate posts. I have been rather disappointed with the last few. To me they feel less creative now, but maybe that is just my depression speaking. I am subscribed to the September crate and I am hoping for a good one as it will be out two days before my birthday.
Anyway back to the point: I really just wanted to write a blogpost because I snapped my first picture in my tree house today as a start to finally deciding if I am keeping it for a while longer or changing houses yet again.
I visited the Scarlet Creative sim to take a look at the Venice Palazzo to see if I felt like changing back to it, and I really do. I miss the open rooms and kind of minimalistic decorating style it invited. But then I thought that I needed to put this house on the map a bit. Snap some pictures to prove to myself that I had it up and that I actually created something I really loved in furnishing and decorating it. I really do love how it makes me feel when I just plop my avi down and relax a bit. Something I have been trying to do lately. Just emptying my head of all the nasty stuff that have been living there the last few months.
Man, I am having such a hard time deciding to keep this or to set up my old house. It is such a big job and it feels like such a waste to take this down so quickly after I put it up.

Well, I think that is all I had to pour out today, maybe I’ll be back soon, maybe not. The only thing I know at this point is that I won’t quit this blog al together. I love it too much.

 

Just good old fashion ❤ from Nea

 

 

What I am trying to rid myself of nasty thoughts in:

.LeLutka.Head.Simone 3.0
.LeLutka.Eyes.Simone 3.0
.LeLutka.Teeth.P_4
DOUX – Fashionista hairbase [UNRIGGED]
DOUX – Fashionista hairstyle [Front]
L’Etre – Basic Mesh ears 2017 [RIGHT]// MIX
L’Etre – Basic Mesh ears 2017 [LEFT]// MIX
L’Etre – Isabela Skin for Lelutka Head [Ivory Tone]
L’Etre – Maitreya Body Appliers [Ivory tone]
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
Maitreya Mesh Body – Bento Hand R V4.1
Maitreya Mesh Body – Bento Hand L V4.1
Maitreya Mesh Body – Feet V4.1
EarthStones Solitaire Stud – Diamond (R)
EarthStones Solitaire Stud – Diamond (L)
EarthStones Solitaire Necklace – Diamond
*{Junbug}* Edwardian Engagement Ring [Rose Gold]
(Yummy) Love Spell Ring Set (R) – Rose Gold
(Yummy) Love Spell Ring Set (L) – Rose Gold
*~*NeA’s*~* Gold Wedding Band (not available)
TETRA – Off-shoulder tight top – Maitreya (fatpack @ Collabor88)
TETRA – Skinny zip capris – Maitreya (fatpack @ Collabor88)
Garbaggio // Lola Slingback (Maitreya) – Rose Gold

 

 

In this shot:

dust bunny . woodland dreams . penrose treehouse . RARE
dust bunny . woodland dreams . doughnut cake
dust bunny . woodland dreams . fresh rose tea
dust bunny . woodland dreams . pillow ottoman
dust bunny . wanderlust . branch chandelier
Apple Fall Sunbleached Setee (Canvas)
LAQ Decor ~ Coffee Table
ARIA – Elah Tufted Soft Bench
Forest – Candle b
floorplan. i love you canvas
Soy. Potted Ponytail Palm [Ssize]
.:revival:. elegant rug
~*GOD*~ Floating Lanterns – Multicolored

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s